Longing

At the beginning, you are guided more by the strength of his inner longing. But that desire may not be sufficiently intense. The confusion between what you are looking for and what you find that you deceive except internal search is so powerful that it can say, "Not this! This is not" You can now become trapped in situations that seem to fulfill the search such as drugs, alcohol, even sex. If that fills you, and you stop, it means that your looking for is not intense enough, or your goal is defined. You can stop with sensory or social meeting at a certain level, but will lie dormant longings and something can be started again.